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Certifiable

Timeline 5:30 a.m. Saturday.

Destination: Southwest Acupuncture College, Santa Fe, NM

Objective: NCAOM Clean Needle Techniques Exam (First national level exam in the program, and required to treat in clinic, sit for national boards, sit for state boards. A MUST pass, IOW.)

Climate: Stressful, with more than a little self doubt and what the hell thrown in for good measure

Outcome: Pass.

Timeline: 2:45 p.m. Saturday

Destination: Home

Objective: Nap

Climate: Exhausted but exhultant

Outcome: 2.5 hour snooze that made me feel almost human again.



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