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This would be a bitch day.

This would be a day without good sleep due to worrying about the future, and just who all is going to be let down by me as I pursue my education.

So far the tally is astonishing, and really, just really, I wish I could view this differently.

I wish I could view this amazing new path I'm on as an opportunity of a lifetime, for me, and NOT as the current largest stressor in my life.

The path isn't the stressor.

The stressor is knowing that though the decision to pursue Oriental Medicine was one we discussed before I jumped, the real jumping? Didn't happen at the beginning.

The real jumping happens when I start to work less and do school more and really focus my efforts so I can get out of the program before the school crumbles the mandated deadline.

It's already getting dicey, and I'm not sure I can withstand the blowback when real change happens.

Seriously.


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