What you do when you can do anything at all, and you're me.

You hide.

From the outside world mostly, but mostly you just 'be' and putter and water the garden and go for runs and do some yoga and do some laundry and nest a little and rewatch the season finale of True Blood, and then rewatch Vicky Christina Barcelona, and then go to the library, and then watch your daughter's soccer game on the college network and then rewatch your favorite Kathleen Madigan standup routine and then go to Trader Joe's and before it all (on Friday after work) stop on the way home and get a mani pedi.

Oh, and while I was at Trader Joe's my friend JL called and I answered and because of her I tried some new ~~crack~~ yummy snacks- chile mango (dried), and wasabi wow trail mix. Holy yum! Those mean people who looked at me with angry eyes because I was talking on my cell at the hallowed Trader Joe's? Must not have realized that I was getting purchasing advice from my very good friend and fellow eclectic food lover or they would have just kept on walking instead of glaring even though I was over by the vitamins and pet food, I mean could I have been any more out of the way?

My weekend, in a nutshell.

Happy Monday everyone!

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